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808jay:

Hawaii Warriors

808jay:

Hawaii Warriors

WHOEVER THE FUCK IS SENDING US THESE STUPID HATE MESSAGES, you guys need to get a damn life. Sure, you may think I'm too good for him and he's pathetic and trash. But guess what? I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS PATHETIC TRASH! And you know what else? Idgaf what you think about it because in the end, your opinions don't phase us. I love Angelito, and I promise you this, I'm never leaving this boy. I PUT THIS ON EVERYTHING. Are you guys done? Cause you're interrupting my damn sleep, ignorant bitches.

My queen tho, can’t fuck with it!!

If ur queen ever left u, would u wanna hook up with someone else ;D
Anonymous

FUCK THAT. I want no one else but her nigga.

U r trash! Ashley deserves better than u!!!!
Anonymous

You’re right, she does deserve better than me. But ykno what out of all these suckas and dumbass guys out here she picked me. Matter fact we became unexpected with us. But I do what I can to make her happy and make her show that smile cuz that’s what she deserves to smile and be happy. You may not like me and her together but we don’t give a fuck. We ob top ofthis like the King&Queen we are. I call her my miracle, my home, my better half, and my future

Have you ever had that feeling where you just want to cry, but there’s so much around you that you jus can’t? Since you passed away that’s what I been wanting to do, I been wanting to cry but I can’t. Is it cuz I’m staying strong for my lady, my boys, and all my friends around me? I don’t know. But all I just really wish I could cry, but when I try to tears won’t come out. When I’m in that boxing ring I’m wishing you and rey were there to watch me, but I look at the crowd and No One is there. Ykno at scoo I have the biggest smile, I crack funny ass jokes, and I’m happy I truly am. I’m surrounded by my boys and my lady. But its the fact you’re gone and I’m gonna have to adjust to it all over again. This feels like I lost rey and he so further away from me now. I miss you Rey and I miss you too Jenny. Please come visit me in my dream or something, I wanna kick it with you guys again please. Sighs, ykno I’m so used to seeing dead bodies that sometimes its like I see ghost. But Nobody Knows But Me.

its one of those nights where you lay in bed with your ipod connected to your laptop and jus blasting your own music. Lookin up at the ceiling and like “damn i feel good”.

you got next game..

Back on D, knees bent, arms up, and eyes on the persons stomach. Feel your breathe in and out getting heavier by the moment, your arms swinging for the steal. OHH! you got it! run it nigga run it! shaking niggas left to right as the rock in your hands go undr your legs, making crossovers, and spinning shit. Sweat going all over the floor. Your almost to the hoop you boutta make a lay up! Up you go! as if you were an angel trying to fly up to heaven up you go and  you let go of the ball and as you go down your watching it hit the backboard, boutta go in! but bounces off the rim and the other team has posession. Dissapointment and your confidence down you see your game starting to get sloppy and coach benches you the whole game. Cant help but feel that doubt in you, knowing you missed such an easy shot.

But ykno usually when im off game and i know i did horrible, YOU were always there for me. Always woke me up 4 in the morning jus to practice what i needed help with. Made me sprint til i couldnt move anymore, never stopped running til my feet bleed, i hear you yelling at me, making me do push ups, but at the end of practice you always showed me love and tell me “You got next game lil brother”.

30 seconds left, score running 56-54. Teams posession, we running it, dribbling side to side as im guarded, opponent gets shook, rushing to the hoop, hoping in the air again and this time its a for sure in! FOUL! but still makes it! Ball in hand dribbling 3 times, looking at the middle of the hoop, looks on the stand to see my brother and i see him wave shoot, SWISH! yeeee! they won! they won! they won! Hes jumping up and down goes to the crowd looking for his brother, but he realized his brother died 2 years ago and that training was on him, that shot was him, and everything he was taught was cuz of him. Hes not as happy cuz his brother isnt there to celebrate that moment. But it happened and all he does is tell himself “You got next game”

The past. Something some people cant get over and some people take long to get over. Its something that some people say that its behind them but really its behind there mind. The past could be a dangerous thing, it hurts people so much, it breaks people down, and sometimes it destroys them. The past is but a memory someone wants to relive or forget. It brings pain and happiness. The past it does a lot to one person espicially if there hurting horribly. Bur on the other hand it could make someone happy. Main point is no matter how hard we try to forget, the past good or bad is what we live in the present and will be with us in the future.